Pill-Popping

Plastic bottles
With suicide-proof caps
Down them by the dozens
To feel better
Body being polluted
By handfuls of pinks and blues
Take this for the headache
This for the back pains
That for happiness
One of these to fall asleep
And this will make me
Blond-haired, blue-eyed, and beautiful
I can't be healthy on my own
This is for the body I'll never have
This is for the completeness I'll never feel
Take that for the motivation I've lost
And this will make me balanced
Being this sick takes talent
Curing myself by making it worse
My life encased in a capsule
I can't be healthy like this.